Aftermath - of BREAK-UP

 In the book, ‘The power of your subconscious Mind’, the author, Joseph Murphy argued about the unimaginable capability of the inner mind in remembering and making things happen. He went on to say that nothing in this world is impossible if you learn to train your subconscious mind with aims and ultimate goals. After about twenty pages of reading, I shut closed the book. “All shit,” I said to the cover of the book. Then I never tried opening back the book, the things he was telling weren’t any wonder to me because I was in LOVE.

        Woah, Woah!

Love? So, how does that make a difference?

        You go to a shopping mall, see a brand of grocery on her name, you blush out and click a picture. Walking across the restaurant, where you both had lunch a month ago when she came to your town. Eating her favorite cuisine brings a tiny-winy curve to your lips. You feel alive watching someone on the road with the similar long blue dress she had. Goddamnit! Her soap? Really? The brand of her soap too never goes off mind.

        Now tell me, didn’t you put her in the subconscious mind? It's like joseph murphy teaching the master. That is why I put down the book.

        Agree?

You must be.

Now, let us flip the coin.

I guess, no one has ever written a book on how to get things off the subconscious mind. That book must be a very useful one when you are hit with ‘BREAK-UP’.

As people say, ‘Love is Magic,’ yes, magic hides the truth and makes this world a fairyland to live in. When love officially ends, you are sent to the backward areas of the fairyland. There the reality is hard-hitting.

That very same name of her on the boutique, makes you wanna kill the owner for reminding you of her. You try avoiding her favorite cuisine. Never have gone into the street of that restaurant that you had lunch at. Her fragrance diffuses into your room when your sister uses the same soap as hers. Reminding you of the closest encounter you had with her, where your nose was smelling her cheeks. Oh god! END IT... END IT... END IT.

No, you cannot. Didn’t you listen to Joseph Murphy?

I shouldn’t have put him down.

Aftermath is worse than we expect it. But there are reasons for it.

        Let me inject a hard fact into you. If you still remember the name of the grandson of her father’s elder sister and her favorite ice cream flavor—oh that was yummy—then it’s verified, that she is still sitting in your mind on a big golden throne. Believe me, and make your heart rock. She is still the ultimate goal of your subconscious mind. Yes, because you never said to the subconscious mind that she is gone, as you said to it when she was there with you.

        Thanks to Joseph Murphy.

This isn’t a suggestion, but a doable ritual. Remember all you have done with her, that ultimately put her into sub-mind, don’t go deep. Repeat all those things with a new goal or a new girl.